I sent the owl to Moody with attached information.

I really didn't want to send it, but it's not my decision to make, is it? We thought, last time, that we were more prepared. At least, that's what Remus said. It didn't really do us all that much in the end. I can't stand by and watch people I care about get hurt by something they have no control over. Merit should prove a person's worth, not to what and whom they were born.

Though, some of my actions wouldn't put me there. Harboring a known criminal, even though he was innocent.

This is bigger, quieter, more organized than before. I don't think I can even really fathom it. I would quit the corrupt organization that I work for, but then the corrupt has more power.

I'm tired, and the real fight hasn't even begun.

Does it make me a coward that I hope this can be fought without actual fighting? Even though I sometimes crave the need to feel flesh yielding under my hands, or boots, or the sheer satisfaction of bringing someone in - I could live without the violence.

How is this different from before? And the same?

I don't want him involved, no matter how much he can contribute. I don't want another war to tear -

No matter how much I wish that this wasn't happening, it is. And that really, really REALLY sucks.